[ She falters for a moment. Her voice breaks, as she says: ]
Connor... He promised me... He promised h-he'd be here...tomorrow too. He swore to me. He's not- he wasn't the type to- to break a promise. He wasn't the t- to do that, a-and yet...
He knows she's right and he hates it. He can't just imagine what it'd be like if he lost her too. Was he being selfish? He just wanted the people he cared about to be safe, and he didn't want anymore people to die! Why can't something like that be guaranteed? Why can't-- ]
...I don't know, Rebecca.
At this point, all we have is our faith, and maybe right now that's just going to have to be good enough.
[ ... ]
And maybe I'm just not willing to accept any situation where you'd die...and end up like that again.
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Connor... He promised me... He promised h-he'd be here...tomorrow too. He swore to me. He's not- he wasn't the type to- to break a promise. He wasn't the t- to do that, a-and yet...
How can we be...sure of anything?
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He knows she's right and he hates it. He can't just imagine what it'd be like if he lost her too. Was he being selfish? He just wanted the people he cared about to be safe, and he didn't want anymore people to die! Why can't something like that be guaranteed? Why can't-- ]
...I don't know, Rebecca.
At this point, all we have is our faith, and maybe right now that's just going to have to be good enough.
[ ... ]
And maybe I'm just not willing to accept any situation where you'd die...and end up like that again.
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I'm...scared, Terra. I'm...so scared I don't know what to do about it.
But I... I'm going to believe in that...as best I can.