[ And that just makes it worse. That this girl is saying those things, that she just wanted to do something nice for her, and here's Rebecca...
Begging for this. Denouncing it. Thinking, why do it, if it wouldn't work in the first place? The direct reason that this girl's in pain. Christ, it's just as bad as all the horrible pits of jealousy toward Isabella, her best friend, that she's felt all these years. Just as bad as the crushing resentment from playing the role she herself claims as her own.
Good job, Becca. Wonderful job. And now, all she has are the feelings in her gut, making her sick. ]
Maya... [ Find something to say. Find something helpful to say. ] ...The fact that you tried... I appreciate it. Even know this, I... Thank you. Really.
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Begging for this. Denouncing it. Thinking, why do it, if it wouldn't work in the first place? The direct reason that this girl's in pain. Christ, it's just as bad as all the horrible pits of jealousy toward Isabella, her best friend, that she's felt all these years. Just as bad as the crushing resentment from playing the role she herself claims as her own.
Good job, Becca. Wonderful job. And now, all she has are the feelings in her gut, making her sick. ]
Maya... [ Find something to say. Find something helpful to say. ] ...The fact that you tried... I appreciate it. Even know this, I... Thank you. Really.