[ To tell Terra about this? She's...only spoken with Luke (against her will) and here, Hank. But...
...But otherwise, she's just talking to herself, isn't she? She glances back at the simulation, and then looks to Terra. ]
Of course it's not. What I want is- is to be able to say it to him, the real him. But I- I wasted too much bloody time. [ Again, she glances back. ] At least, if I just...if I just say to something like him, I can st-stop...stop obsessing, about--
[ Just say it, Rebecca. Just tell him. She shuts her eyes. Then, she can imagine she's somewhere else. The street outside the cafe, on a cloudy Luxbourne night. Somewhere...not here. ]
...About how I've always been...in love with him. S-since Secondary. Since he...stood in front of me, and defended me. [ Her voice cracks. ] Since I told him I would never leave.
[ But her eyes open again, at that, and her view of the world's blurry. ]
Right good that all did. I-I just let myself r-revolve around him, without thinking of- of what he w-wanted, and-- and couldn't even keep that fucking promise...!
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...But otherwise, she's just talking to herself, isn't she? She glances back at the simulation, and then looks to Terra. ]
Of course it's not. What I want is- is to be able to say it to him, the real him. But I- I wasted too much bloody time. [ Again, she glances back. ] At least, if I just...if I just say to something like him, I can st-stop...stop obsessing, about--
[ Just say it, Rebecca. Just tell him. She shuts her eyes. Then, she can imagine she's somewhere else. The street outside the cafe, on a cloudy Luxbourne night. Somewhere...not here. ]
...About how I've always been...in love with him. S-since Secondary. Since he...stood in front of me, and defended me. [ Her voice cracks. ] Since I told him I would never leave.
[ But her eyes open again, at that, and her view of the world's blurry. ]
Right good that all did. I-I just let myself r-revolve around him, without thinking of- of what he w-wanted, and-- and couldn't even keep that fucking promise...!