And then! After all that, after he's such a pain in that fucked up exam, he has the gall to jump out at people in the library?! How dare he imply I'd do something like Grantaire did, too? How dare he, when all I'm trying to do is keep my comfort up, with a damn psychopath around here! If anything he's the one to worry about. And to insult my life, doesn't he understand some of us might not enjoy shocks and surprises?! He's despicable. But I don't want him dead, that'd be even worse! A disgusting excuse for a person. Sorry, for a clown. Really he just wants to get his laughs at all of us suffering. I shouldn't give him the time.
But how dare he insult Viral. I thought he actually cared for Henry, a little, does he have no decency?! I finally gave him a good smack and I wish I could have given him another. He deserves as much.
And now, he's attacking people, just out in out. Attacking Waver! Edgar's keeping an eye on him. Seems to actually like him, so I have to wonder what's wrong with his head, but myself and Terra have been requested to check and make sure the damn loon doesn't get any more weapons. He couldn't speak, during this awful week. Left me in a damn foul mood, interacting with him so early in the morning. I just wanted it over and done with. He probably has no sense of honor but maybe it'll help something. Every day I don't speak to him is a small blessing.
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